Stay Healthy...

Current updates on my Lymphoma Cancer : Alhamdulillah 2 weeks ago I had my 6th chemotherapy which is supposed to be my last chemo session. After around 6 month since my first chemo on Nov 2012 right a week after my beloved daddy passed away and now its all done!! I'm proud of being my self. End of this month I need to go for next scan called PET ( Positron Emission Tomography ) scan at Prince Court hospital to ensure all the CA cells are no more in my body. Because if not, I have to go for 2 more session . I dont want pls !!!! Its totally scare me but I pray hard and wish all the CA cells are disappear .InsyaAllah. Yes! my hair now is start growing and honestly i'm telling here I was so down last time when see my hair drop 1 by 1. But I tell to my self I would never let my family, my only son and Azri see my tears. I don't want to cry in front them! Let me feel down alone not THEM. Because they are my big supporters. How I'm going to stand if they are also feel the same ? But no one knows every day I cried inside my wash room..yes, when every time I look at the mirror..When I comes out from the wash room, I pretend to be a very strong person.Yes I was pretended. Chemo is not jokes. 6-7 hours spent at hospital. Every 3 weeks go for blood test . Vomitting, bleeding burning, dizziness all I've gone through. Lucky Azri always with me. Give support and we work so hard to fight all of this. I would like to say thanks to him. I owe him! I want to stay healthy and pls pray for us...InsyaAllah! Azri Bairuni